It's so obvious that i can't have who I want. And like the person who just got me to realize this said "The odds are against you".
He is right.
Fuck this shit. Well this just makes my feelings on not dating even stronger.
And liking people. All you get from it is pain. And lies.
God the only guys who actually don't lie either live a million miles away or have boyfriends.
I'm sick of it. It hurts too much.
But whatever. Life sucks. I'll deal with it.